...and i wanna move. im really starting to get tired of atlanta. too much shit and drama goin on. i guess im at that age when you start to not care about the scene anymore. i can't keep up with the 20 parties a week deal like everyone else. it's cool to know that everyone is finally doin their thing but the problem is that everyone is doin the same thing. im at that point now that i don't even care about what goes on in this city. i'd rather stay at home and be productive with my close friends and stay away from the spotlight. i know everyone wants to be on that local celebrity status, which is cool, but that's not my priority. being respected amongst my peers and being a good friend is my priority. from now on im doin what the fuck i wanna do without the consent of "the scene". i've noticed that once you stray away from everything, people start to treat you differently. why is that? think about who contibuted to all the stuff you're involved in right now. i've had my time doin the things that everybody else is doin...hell i did that 12 years ago. there are too many cliques, too many crews, too many parties, too many blogs, too many clothing lines and too much of the same thing goin on. i respect alot of guys for doing what you do and its all love. as far me personally tho, i gotta fall back. there isn't that feeling of anticipation anymore with anything that goes on. im searching for a new begining and a new way of thinking. who wants to join me? khanone
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